lol this is way to serious
life in general. getting thru the rough points with the people you care about. noticing beautiful things. good movies. haha the list is continuous
Love you always and forever! xoxoxoxo
thats the sweetest thing ever
As i slip into unconciousness i prepare myself to wake up to the beauty this world has to offer me. i approach the day with an open and optimistic mind.
My life is finally beginning to shit into the direction i’ve only ever been able to dream of. Ive never been happier and i have the best people to share this with.
so as you wake up today. go out. bring someone a smile. bring someone joy. make someone happy. i want you to all go out and see how much joy you can bring to people. then tell me all about it at the end of the day :)
and indeed they are. ive recently been reflecting on my past. i.e. i was driving today and had a random flash of my life up until now. what a ride. ive been so many places. met so many people. done so many things. and am still so young. while not all these things were amazing nor incredible but in fact painful. i regret nothing. all that pain, melancholy, ecstasy, satisfaction, and every other emotion that i have run into along the way has carved and molded me into the MAN i am today.
growing up is BY FAR one of the most profound things a person goes thru, love, losing love, finding it again, losing it again in the most painful way possible, then finding it again, losing friends, getting new ones, moving its all so intense… so now i ask myself “should i let go of the past” and i think the answer is obvious…yes. but on the other hand i sometimes miss certain aspects. i love my life now. i do. i love what i have accomplished and getting through what i have gotten through with the best people to hold my hand and be by my side thru the whole thing.
so here i am now, sitting in the prime years of my life. what to do about this?
exactly what im doing now. doing something im passionate about, making music that i love. bearing my soul to whoever cares to listen. helping people who rly need it. and now with all this great stuff going on it makes me appreciate all those painful past experiences. i extend my eternal gratitude to those who have played a role in my life.
without whom i would never be where i am now: sitting on the edge of the end to a chapter of my life and potentially the beginning of an amazing adventure.
dont know whats been everyones problem lately. not sure whats goin on in your heads. but there are a lot of people being very rude lately. highschools over. Just sayin.
on a lighter note. ill be in jersey come thursday. definately way stoked on that. stokedd to see some old face. breath that awesome air :p
havent seen my dad in about a year. really happy that i finally get to spend some time with him. hes a fckin amazing man who has done more his life then i could ever imagine doing. i hope i can be as phenominal as him one day.